
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Easter 2009

Sunday, March 29, 2009
I control my life but I cant control the speed bumps I pass along the way!
Its been a really long time since I've written my thoughts down! Ive got so much stuff jumping around my head I dont even know where to start. I should probably do this more often seeing how putting my thoughts on paper helps me see what I might be over seeing.
Its only march and so much has happened. Its been 20 minutes since I started this note and I still haven't decided what to write. Im sitting here staring at this screen wondering if I think about it hard enough all this mess in my head would just type itself.
It seems like the more days that pass in my life, the level of my stress gets stronger. It makes it worse because I seem to carry all my stress in my shoulders. There are days that go by where I think Im a stress magnet. It always seems to find me! Ive spent a lot of time thinking about the past and the present and even the future. I know what I want in life, and where I want to be in 5 years or even 10 years. If it wasn't for the past I would never be where I am today or even the person I am today. I dont regret anything I have ever done in the past, maybe I would of changed things a little differently. But I will never regret anything that once made me smile. The past is the past and it will stay that way. The future is still a few days away, but when it comes to the present, Idk what to tell you or should I say tell myself. I know what I want my days to consist of, but I can never reach that satisfaction. Ive been in this rut where I cant focus on anything. My concentration wonders to other things that dont allow me to relax. So Ive been hiding myself in books lately to keep my mind from wondering.
To go back to where I want the present to consist of, I guess I can start by saying that I want my life to start. I want a new adventure, new scenery, new opportunities. I want to find someone who loves me for who I am. Someone who wants to spend their life with me, to start a family with me, to explore the worlds adventures with me. Someone who thinks im worth their time, someone who wants to tell the world I exist. Yes im selfish, and impatient, and I have a small attention span. But Im not perfect, I make mistakes.
I wake up every morning wondering what the day will consist of. I try not to think of the negatives. I tell myself every morning to hold my head up high. To make the best out of each day. If life hands me a lemon, then I will do my best to make some lemonade out of it. If its a really good day, then I'll turn it into raspberry lemonade to give it a little character. I know that I am the only person who controls my life.
Well this is all I got for tonight. Maybe tomorrow I will write some more!
Its only march and so much has happened. Its been 20 minutes since I started this note and I still haven't decided what to write. Im sitting here staring at this screen wondering if I think about it hard enough all this mess in my head would just type itself.
It seems like the more days that pass in my life, the level of my stress gets stronger. It makes it worse because I seem to carry all my stress in my shoulders. There are days that go by where I think Im a stress magnet. It always seems to find me! Ive spent a lot of time thinking about the past and the present and even the future. I know what I want in life, and where I want to be in 5 years or even 10 years. If it wasn't for the past I would never be where I am today or even the person I am today. I dont regret anything I have ever done in the past, maybe I would of changed things a little differently. But I will never regret anything that once made me smile. The past is the past and it will stay that way. The future is still a few days away, but when it comes to the present, Idk what to tell you or should I say tell myself. I know what I want my days to consist of, but I can never reach that satisfaction. Ive been in this rut where I cant focus on anything. My concentration wonders to other things that dont allow me to relax. So Ive been hiding myself in books lately to keep my mind from wondering.
To go back to where I want the present to consist of, I guess I can start by saying that I want my life to start. I want a new adventure, new scenery, new opportunities. I want to find someone who loves me for who I am. Someone who wants to spend their life with me, to start a family with me, to explore the worlds adventures with me. Someone who thinks im worth their time, someone who wants to tell the world I exist. Yes im selfish, and impatient, and I have a small attention span. But Im not perfect, I make mistakes.
I wake up every morning wondering what the day will consist of. I try not to think of the negatives. I tell myself every morning to hold my head up high. To make the best out of each day. If life hands me a lemon, then I will do my best to make some lemonade out of it. If its a really good day, then I'll turn it into raspberry lemonade to give it a little character. I know that I am the only person who controls my life.
Well this is all I got for tonight. Maybe tomorrow I will write some more!
Saturday, March 28, 2009
My New NEPHEW!!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Brandy's 8th Month Maternity Shoot!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
What a good Weekend.

Friday, January 9, 2009
Two weeks with Little Savannah Banana!!
For Two weeks I got to spend my time with Savannah Banana and for two weeks I have not thought about anything stressful. She has turned my world right side up again. She giggles about everything...she can make you smile just by looking at her, and she gives the most perfect hugs. My favorite part of the day was seeing her in the morning and she would jump up and down saying "niggieo is here" lol. Yes niggieo is the nick name she has given me. We dont know where she got it or why she says it...but its soo cute.
For two weeks we spent our days playing and running around. Her favorite toy "Baby" which is a little bear did everything with us. We watched tv, played with blocks, learned how to play hop scotch, played in her inflatable bus and bouncy house.
Her favorite thing to do was to go BYE BYE. She loved to go places. So we went to walmart, hobby lobby, michaels, and petsmart. She said Hi to everyone who past us..and anytime we bought something she would say thank you to the employees. It was so cute...
Defiantly...time well spent!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Mr. & Mrs. Andy Jackson!!










Friday, January 2, 2009
2009 - Heres to a New Year!!
New Years Eve was great. I got to spend it with some of my favorite people. Kristin came down. She's here till Sunday. We went out with Nate, Brian, Ted and some of there friends. We ran into Matt Fry and his new girlfriend, so We all had a blast. We started out at Group Therapy...but then finished it off at Red Hots dancing away. It was a great way to start they New Year
Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Im sure you have all heard about the Twilight Saga by Stephenie Meyer. It is a four series book about vampires. But it is nothing that you would expect. Its a love story. And once you pick up these books you will not want to put them down. I read the first 3 books in a week and it took me another week to read the last book. The four books are Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn. They first movie "Twilight" is out. Ive seen it twice. Its AWESOME. But I have to wait an entire year for New Moon to be released. Im soo sad. But in the mean time, I have read Stephenie's rough draft of Midnight Sun. Since the Saga was written in the perspective of Bella's Point of view, Midnight Sun is in the perspective of Edward. Its like an entire different story because there is so much more to Edwards side. I am so sad that she has not finished it. Im hoping she decides to. I would love to talk about more, but I dont want to spoil it for anyone...So if you havent read the books...WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
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